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Nothing too horrendous, really, when I look at it logically, but it's too cold to go out, and even if I did, I'm too damn miserable. My manuscript is at the printers, I can't do any tweaking with it until the thing comes back. And I tried to update my flashplayer, and instead have inundated my computer with a flood of malware. And the computer guy who was supposed to have got all Neil's old computer stuff onto a hard drive for me by Thursday keeps coming up with excuses. I feel like a fool, because he has taken my money.
He's usually trustworthy, but I just can't help it - I'm worried I'm being let down and taken advantage of left right and centre.
So, I can't go to the gym, too late now to get on a bus, since I can't afford a taxi back, plus I'm spending all my time trying (and failing) to get my computer back to the way it was. One thing I've learned - never click on a pop up box, even to tell it to fuck off - they just see it as encouragement. I keep getting horrid little boxes of ads flashing up on my screen, even as I'm typing this and I feel like I fail utterly. Some programme somewhere is crawling through my computer getting all my data. And oh, look. Another ad asking me to DOWNLOAD NO!!!At least I seem to have google chrome back,but there are banner ads on both sides of my page, and I don't know what little monkeys came through on the trojan horse.
I am very, very annoyed, and perhaps a little tearful. It's that time of the month again. Haven't heard back yet from my job interview, and I'm convinced I won't get it anyway. Can't see why anyone would want to hire me anyway, once they've met me.
I really need a better life. And a brain, so I don't do this kind of thing again.
He's usually trustworthy, but I just can't help it - I'm worried I'm being let down and taken advantage of left right and centre.
So, I can't go to the gym, too late now to get on a bus, since I can't afford a taxi back, plus I'm spending all my time trying (and failing) to get my computer back to the way it was. One thing I've learned - never click on a pop up box, even to tell it to fuck off - they just see it as encouragement. I keep getting horrid little boxes of ads flashing up on my screen, even as I'm typing this and I feel like I fail utterly. Some programme somewhere is crawling through my computer getting all my data. And oh, look. Another ad asking me to DOWNLOAD NO!!!At least I seem to have google chrome back,but there are banner ads on both sides of my page, and I don't know what little monkeys came through on the trojan horse.
I am very, very annoyed, and perhaps a little tearful. It's that time of the month again. Haven't heard back yet from my job interview, and I'm convinced I won't get it anyway. Can't see why anyone would want to hire me anyway, once they've met me.
I really need a better life. And a brain, so I don't do this kind of thing again.
